By Shari
(December 2014)
11
years ago this month, my little Sister died of AIDS. It broke my heart. I was
due to have a baby any day, and I remember thinking “I’ll never get this baby
out. I’m just to exhausted.” On top of that we were at our lowest point
financially than we had ever been. There would be no Christmas gifts on
Christmas morning this year. My heart broke even deeper. How do you tell a 5
year old and a 2½ year old that they will be getting no gifts. I really didn’t
have to say anything, the empty space under the tree said it all.
Then
God gave us a most fantastic Christmas Miracle!
With
my heart torn apart from the heartaches of this world, I knelt before my God. I
cried out with all my heart to Him, the one who knows me like no other. And as
always, His spirit mingled with mine and I was reminded that Christmas was
about the birth of a Savior, the One who had come from heaven not to condemn
the world but to save it. This would be the year we would as a family learn
what it meant to give more than receive.
I
had decided with Christmas just a few days away that we would have a birthday
party for Jesus. The kids loved parties. We could play games, bake cookies or a
cake, sing songs and thank the Father for the gift of His son! I began by
getting my kids all excited about this party, letting them know how God would
be so happy that we would throw a party for his one and only Son. We talked all
about the Christmas story and the kids made tons of pictures and creations to
give as gifts to Jesus on Christmas morning!
That
very next afternoon I heard a knocking at the front door. I didn’t want to see
anyone or talk to anyone. I was just too big, pregnant, grieving and numb. I
waddled my way to the door and opened it to find a delivery guy from Albertsons
standing on my front porch. “Is this the _________ residence?”
I
said “Yes.” He told me he had a delivery for us and could he please bring it
in. I was so puzzled. I hadn’t ordered any groceries for sure.
I
asked him if he could please just leave the groceries on the porch. “I don’t
think I should, there are quite a few bags.” Believe it or not I kept telling
him to leave the few bags on the porch and he kept saying. “I really should
help bring these in. There are quite a few.” Never in my wildest imagination
would I have guessed how many groceries he would bring into my house!
Bag
after bag...the groceries kept coming!
There
was everything in those bags that our family could have ever needed to last
several months!! My husband and I estimated that there was probably about $600
or more worth of food! As you can imagine…I cried and cried and cried.
Thank
you, God, for loving us so much!
But
that’s not the end of the story. On Christmas morning, we got up and somehow
one of us looked out the window and noticed that our car was packed, YES packed
full of Christmas presents! Needless to say, more crying.
We
gave to God all that we had, but His intention was to give to us ALL that HE
had and more!
Every
single year we remember this story and God’s great love for us. It was the
biggest Birthday Party Bash EVER! We cry and are blessed. I hope that you will
be blessed too because God loves you just as much!
Oh, and our little baby ended up being born a little late. It was the best and easiest birth I had ever had, and I know this was a special gift also from my Lord. He loves us so!
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