The
Christmas Doll
By Larry Wayne Tippetts
It was late fall of 1961. We were
sitting around the dinner table when Dad announced he wanted to move back West.
We had been living in three Midwestern cities for five years but had moved to
Minneapolis only four months earlier.
I was acquiring a new group of friends
and had just made the basketball team at my high school, but we missed the
mountains and our large extended family in the West. Although we had never
lived there, Boise, Idaho, sounded appealing to him.
Dad never did believe in hiring someone
to do something he could do himself, so we started building a trailer to haul
the accumulated possessions of a large family. Our plan was to drive to my
uncle’s ranch in Montana for Christmas, then travel to Boise to establish our
new home.
Dad and Mom talked to the older
children, asking if we could forego Christmas gifts in light of our financial
circumstances. We agreed, but felt our youngest sister, Debbie, should still be
remembered. Consequently, the last item packed was a doll that was protectively
wrapped and placed at the top of the precariously high load.
On an overcast day with a light snow
falling, we loaded our family of eight into the old station wagon and headed
west with all of our earthly possessions trailing precariously behind. Not far
into North Dakota we hit icy roads and blowing snow. Traveling along an
isolated wind-swept section of the countryside, we heard a loud “clunk,” and
the trailer swerved out of control. Dad managed to stop the car along the side
of the two-lane highway. An inspection confirmed his suspicion that the axle on
the trailer had broken. We left the trailer beside the road, praying no one
would steal our belongings, and drove into the nearest town to find an
inexpensive motel.
Unable to find a replacement part, we
spent several days living in very discouraging circumstances. It was only
later, as an adult, that I fully appreciated the disheartening situation we
were in and realized what courage my parents demonstrated at that time.
Eventually, Dad, my brother Danny, and
I drove to another town to pick up a needed part. Dad was in a creative mood,
composing some of his original silly songs and poetry, and kept us constantly
laughing. Was he really that lighthearted, or was that a father’s attempt to
shield his sons from a gloomy situation?
Returning to our trailer we were
relieved to find it undisturbed. We repaired the axle and continued on our
journey. By this time, Christmas was two days away. Debbie started to express
concern that Santa would not be able to find us, and we were all depressed
about the thoughts of spending Christmas Day driving cross-country.
Christmas Eve found us several hundred
miles from Uncle Blake’s ranch. We were road weary and fatigued, but during
that night, a sort of magic seemed to settle over our journey. The sky was
clear with a full moon reflecting off the snow-covered fields. Only an
occasional farm home or small town detracted from the complete stillness. We
started to look for Santa in the clear night sky, assuring Debbie that Santa
knew where to leave her Christmas gift.
We love to sing, so we began to
harmonize on some favorite Christmas carols. “Oh little town of Bethlehem, how
still we see thee lie ...” Never in my short life had I felt such unity with
the babe of Bethlehem. “Silent Night, Holy Night!” Truly it was, as we traveled
through the stillness, the younger children asleep with heads on the lap of an
older brother or sister.
It is difficult to put into words what
happened that night, but I shall never forget the feelings of security and
peace despite our road weariness and cramped muscles. As I write nearly 60
years later, I feel deep gratitude for my family and a profound sense of unity
for that shared experience.
We finally arrived at Uncle Blake’s
ranch about 8 a.m. Christmas morning. While cousins rushed out of the house to
greet us with happy hugs and hellos, Danny and I climbed to the top of the load
and removed the precious gift. The doll had become a symbol of not letting our
obstacles get us down, and we were determined to accomplish that one
traditional Christmas act of giving. We went through a back door and quickly
placed the doll under the Christmas tree just before the rest of the family
came in the front door.
Words are inadequate to express our feelings as we watched the eyes of our little sister light up with joy at the realization that Santa had not forgotten her.
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