Forging ahead through driving November rains, I hurried to my home in Vancouver, British Columbia. Home was a basement suite I rented in a large old house. When I flicked on the lights, I noticed something peculiar on my small kitchen table. A cooking pot had been turned upside down, revealing a blistered bottom with a note attached. "Will you be more careful?" said the note. "Turn down the gas when food begins to boil." It was signed by Lily, the landlady.
Tears sprang to my eyes. All afternoon, I'd jostled crowds in noisy shopping malls, seeking a perfect Christmas gift for my mother, but every time I'd come upon something I knew she'd like, it was too expensive for me. Saving money for nursing school and living expenses didn't leave me much for Christmas gifts. Totally discouraged, I'd taken the bus home. It seemed unfriendly to me to sit shoulder to shoulder with people without saying a word, so I'd started a conversation with the woman beside me. She'd answered me curtly, then stared out the window as though wanting to be left alone. Then I came home to find this rebuke from my landlady.
A country girl living on her own in the big city of
Vancouver--the idea seemed so glamorous a few months ago. Now, crushing
loneliness overwhelmed me. I threw myself across my bed behind a curtain and
sobbed out my heart.
Eventually, I lay there thinking and praying about a
suitable gift for my mother. Suddenly I remembered a conversation I'd overheard
at work. Some women had discussed a home party they'd attended. A saleswoman
had come to demonstrate her wares and, because sales had reached a certain
amount, the hostess received a lace tablecloth for her efforts. "There
were only about ten people there," the woman had said, "but it's
surprising how fast sales mount up when everybody buys a little."
A lace tablecloth! What could be more perfect for my mother
for Christmas? I could just see her worn hands smooth it across the table in
our old farmhouse kitchen. On Christmas day, as on other special occasions,
she'd place roast chicken, still hot in its juices, on that small table, (we
couldn't afford turkey), mashed potatoes whipped with an egg until they
glistened, spicy crab apples, feather-light buns, German Pfeffernuesse and
Lebkuchen . . .
The more I thought about that lace tablecloth, the more I
wanted it. But a home party? Could I really carry that off? I'd never done
anything like that before. Besides, who would come to it?
Well, there were people at church. I didn't know anybody
there really well, but they might come. And then there were the women I'd had
lunch with at work. I counted them up: yes, there were at least ten.
Still full of self-doubt, I booked a party. Encouraged by
the saleswoman's enthusiastic response, I distributed my carefully written
invitations at church and at work.
The day of the party in early December dawned heavy and
gray. I decorated my scrubbed basement suite with cedar boughs and placed a red
candle and Christmas napkins beside the dishes I'd borrowed from the landlady.
By evening, my place smelled of cedar, chocolate brownies, and coffee.
Half an hour before the party was to start, the saleswoman
arrived with a load of boxes. I helped her carry them inside, and soon a lovely
display of colorful kitchenware and toys decorated my bed, the only flat area
big enough.
I offered the woman a cup of coffee. Cradling my own mug in
clammy hands, I glanced at the clock again with one ear cocked to outside
noises. Where were my guests? Only five minutes to go and nobody had come yet.
Promptly at 7:30 the door burst open; it was Lily, my
landlady. Her eyes swept the empty room, and she blurted out, "Where is
everybody?"
"I don't know, Lily," I stammered. "Nobody
has come yet."
"Well, we can't wait much longer," she said and
stomped out of the room.
I groaned inwardly, thinking that I should have known better
than to book a party.
"I suppose we'll call it off," the saleswoman
said, as she rose and began to gather up her wares.
Apologizing for the inconvenience I'd caused her, I helped
her pack. Tears swam before my eyes. Embarrassment burned my cheeks.
Suddenly, I heard a noise outside and the door opened,
framing two women I'd never seen before. "Hi! We live down the street.
Lily tells us there's a party here."
Bewildered, I asked them to take a seat.
During the next ten minutes, this scenario repeated itself
several times. The room filled with people. I stared incredulously at each
unfamiliar, yet friendly face. Finally Lily herself returned, wearing a grin,
and winked at me.
Over coffee, the buzzing of animated voices reminded me of
other gatherings of friendly people at home in the country.
Soon I had invitations for coffee and Christmas baking. Lily
invited me to attend a Christmas cantata at her church with her. I could hardly
grasp the good will of these people who an hour ago had been total strangers to
me. Perhaps people seem unfriendly because they've lacked opportunity to prove
otherwise, I mused.
Oh, you're wondering about the lace tablecloth? When the
sales were totaled, I had enough for the coveted hostess gift. For many years,
my mother decked her old table with it, and her face revealed the pride and
gratitude she felt.
But Lily herself gave the greatest gift that Christmas:
underneath her brusque manner lay a warm, caring heart that reached out to ease
my loneliness. Lily gave me a gift for my mother and a home in her heart for
Christmas.
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